One moment. I saw a flash of a million emotions run through your eyes. Eyes are the windows to your soul. & I couldn’t figure it out? && then the next moment I saw it stay & take over the person I thought you were. I see your pain, I see your struggle, but worst of all I see the hate. To watch a women, that so much compassion, be filled with so much hate, made me die a little inside.
you turned into someone else..
I had a choice. Either pretend to be happy and have my life planned out, school, marriage, where I live, everything. Or risk losing everything and everyone I thought I had.
I am the type of person who doesn’t want to make decisions. Who wouldn’t care if it was this or that. Put everyone else’s happiness in front of mine. .
one day, I couldn’t take it any more, I couldn’t stand idly by. standing silent, letting everything I disagreed with go on right before my eyes. Wish for the best but prepare for the worst.
I ended up losing everything. They took my phone. My car. My laptop. My passport. My birth certificate. My social security card. My friends. My trust. My time. My respect. & Everything i thought that was said to be true, suddenly vanished.
. . for someone who likes to be comfortable, and doesn’t make choices often. It was a game changer, and I realized that I could accomplish anything. I became an independent person. & slowly, I was able to stand on my feet again. I will forgive but never forget. & I finally learned what it means to be truly in love.
. . I’ve turned into someone else.