Well that was completely painful. .
I was reminded of how short life can be. & how I should remind those that i love how important they really are.
Called them sobbing selfishly, telling them how short life was, and how much I love them. How there isn’t enough time in the world that I could have with you.
Yet all I hear is speechlessness and silence on the other line. Then a mention of something completely irrelevant.
I feel myself shatter.
Something so painful, yet nothing physical could give an explanation of why I am in so much pain.
Why can’t you see the test of time laid out before you. How broken I am. How afraid of the life that awaits us. Maybe my love is far stronger and deeper. Maybe I am over reacting and being too sensitive.
Or maybe I’m just . .
. . pathetic.